Life is just to wait
My life recently is abnormal… … besides work, it’s still work! Long hours of working… It’s not that I m hardworking , nor the work is tough or time consuming. Whats consume most of my time is WAIT… … Everyday, I gotta WAIT , Wait and wait…
1. wait for the tapes - till very late evening after the shooting.
2. wait for the RTX / portable dv player / laptops… …
3. wait for time to come to end this freaking project
4. wait for angels / heroes to rescue me from the freaking place…. …
~sigh~ what I gotta do? just WAIT.
Never feel that life is so unbearable. Having sleepless night to finish up works, just to worry there are no chances to touch the devices…
Frankly, my only time at home is when I sleep. sometimes it’s less then 6 hrs, sometimes its during the day time, if lucky smiles on me that day, I will have chance to sleep at night, to be accurate, late mid night.
Darn, I think I going to loss my friends. Whenever there is a outing, for sure I was counted in. And now, all my friends assume that I m married to the work. The count me out for occasions and outings. Well, I also turned down datessss for the darn reason of working! Also, not going home ( not have chances to go home )..
Can I still bare with it? Does it worth me to do so?
