Picaro’s Log

27th nov, the first live show in my life The Sony handycam challenge. It was a busy day and kind of pressure not to remember each and every details and timing and what I suppose to do to during the live. Its a big headache when everythings are crumble up to do in a time.
I saw celebraties, hosts, artistes, crews, audiences all in the studio. Running here and there, up and downs were really tiring. Staying behind the stage was kinda pressure when you have to do your own responsibilies as well as others ppl’s parts ( well, I was wondering where were all the people when they were in need ? huh) " hey, when can I get this? " " can you help me do this…? " " where is the mic? " bla bla bla… … hey people, I was busy with my own thing yeah.

But, after the fastest one hour in my life, the show wrapped ! YAHOOOOO, it was really a big release. ~ The most busy , exciting and challenging ONE HOUR of my life, phiewwww…  I like LIVE SHOW !

besides of the challenge and excitement, there are no follow up work to do… no matter how good or bad is the show ! ONE TAKE and Its WRAP!!! cool huh?

Then, gotta back to the reality again… FEAR FACTOR.. sigh~~

My life recently is abnormal… … besides work, it’s still work! Long hours of working… It’s not that I m hardworking , nor the work is tough or time consuming. Whats consume most of my time is WAIT… … Everyday, I gotta WAIT , Wait and wait…

1. wait for the tapes - till very late evening after the shooting.
2. wait for the RTX / portable dv player / laptops… …
3. wait for time to come to end this freaking project
4. wait for angels / heroes to rescue me from the freaking place…. …

~sigh~  what I gotta do? just WAIT.
Never feel that life is so unbearable. Having sleepless night to finish up works, just to worry there are no chances to touch the devices…

Frankly, my only time at home is when I sleep. sometimes it’s less then 6 hrs, sometimes its during the day time, if lucky smiles on me that day, I will have chance to sleep at night, to be accurate, late mid night.

Darn, I think I going to loss my friends. Whenever there is a outing, for sure I was counted in. And now, all my friends assume that I m married to the work. The count me out for occasions and outings. Well, I also turned down datessss for the darn reason of working!  Also, not going home ( not have chances to go home )..

Can I still bare with it? Does it worth me to do so?

In crazy place, meet crazes, fell like one, treat like one, act like one… … … .

In strange place, meet strangers, fell like one, treat like one, act like one,

should I?

A good friend of mine asked me not to…. … and I know I m not suppose to.. …

In dump place, meet dumps, fell like one… I am going to be one?

I know I am not, and I never will… … this one I know for sure!

My current life till the following 2 months… WORK , WORK, WORK… 7 days a week… unpredictable off work hours… …. sigh~ life~ fear factor… … …

work FEAR is not a FACTOR anymore .. I guess…

Another post of today, sorry friends if the blog notifications have bursted ur mail box. Just gonna share a cool site with u guys especially those who love Johnny Depp  —> http://www.depp.ca/

what’s so cool about it? It listed all his coming movies till the year 2007 as well as his old time movies . Another cool thingy of this site —> the close up of his body tatoos !

Just take a peep !

What a surprise when receiving a souvenir from a friend who just back from HK. It’s the LeoKu lastest album - limited edition - STAR TRACK 星戰 ! which was released in HK a week ago. Thank you friend for still remember I am the big fan of Leo Ku -  I started love his songs since I was in the secondary school :D.

The reason behind of getting this album - She spoilt the numerial lock of the luggage bag I borrowed to her… :(( But, it’s not a big deal to me … I perfer this album then the lock ! Thanks the scarification of the lock to get me this album. Thanks to chooi wah !

Early morning, when I was frustrated woking up by mom to go to the workshop , yeah, my little Atos got problem again ! - the weird sound is so unbearable that I have to wake up and drove all the way to Puchong for a repair.

Half way through, my phone rang. It was my aunt. Kept on reminding me of getting back home as soon as poss.. wassup ? The little Bryan wanted to go swimming…
Little Bryan is my cousin with the age of 3. This kid - got the love of all the family , its so good to be a kid right?

About 2 hrs, I reached home with my car fixed. Just when I reached the front door of my house, there was the kid waiting for me and kept screaming out to " faster , sis" Heh, he was so excited for the swim. He was so nice to me everytime we went out for an outing - and he kinda like my body guard, making sure that I was not lefted out , checking whether I was always stay near him and I must sit besides him, … this kid…  .

When my another cousin, Barbara arrived, we jumped into the adult pool … lefting out the little Bryan behind screaming and yelling, heh, he still need to be in the baby pool ooo kakakkaaa. With the guidance of him mom, he finally joined us in the adult pool - the 3 of us - aunt , Barbara and me become the "swimming coach" of this little kid - I don’t really good in swimming , but it’s enough to cheat the kid kakakakaa. Well, according to aunt, that kid never went to the adult pool even when she or his husband is around in the pool, but with me and Barbara - he was brave enough to go… em, I think its the power of playmates huh… ? It’s a nice day out when I coached (little Bryan) and being coached ( by aunt) for a swim - and also the satisfaction of being a "BIG SIS " and being body-guarded by the little kid…. hahaaahahhaaaa….

After the " KAO CHIM" activities few months back… today is another superstitious day out with the ordinary superstitious mate - Ah moi phie phie and the new comer - Hammie ( we have not been hanging for months)… hey this time is the Tarot reading. Each of them asked one q..but I m much greedy… I asked 2. Accurate? Well, just watch as the time goes by… … …

em…weird.. why is one of my the post that I posted 2 days ago suddenly missing? I’m pretty sure that I didnt delete it… Well, except , I deleted it when I was sleep walking? But, I am certain that I don’t sleep-walk…. So where the does the post go? I have no idea… … … I am kinda lazy to re-type it again - its kinda long … and it’s no point of doing it the second time… …so just let it be..

But I still wondering… where did my post go???????

Its the day for mother & daughter day out - to the mid valley, the must visit place of mom - WOFS… well.. why all ppl are craze about feng-shui huh?
I m not into feng shui, but crystals and stones are definately my fav… … … count the crystal bracelet and necklace that I’ve got… … 5… 6…7… emm more than that I guess.. Heh, its not that fake crystal or swarvosky at the stalls… mine are all natural crystal - clear quartz, rose quartz, smoky, amethyst, rainbow obsidian, garnet…. And the new comer for today - Dzi beads necklace with 2 lovely rose quartz.
Emm… I don’t know much about the Dzi beads … but its just the love of a first sight for that thingy… but who cares huh, I’m not the one who paid for it heh heh