Archive for October, 2005

22 oct - life is unbearable

Friday, October 21st, 2005

My mail box is bursted by all the forwarded mails - 619 unread mails, missing in action in the msn & yahoo messenger, seldom updating the blog, posting up photos and do some downloading…. well, the life without net connection is unbearable. I only gotta chance to use the line in office when I spot there are vacant pcs, well, most of the time those are occupied, especially when all the staffs come back to office….. …. wishing i could get a connection at the new place as soon as poss - even its 56k dial-up, I will truely appreciate it… … .. … … …….

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Thursday, October 20th, 2005

20 Oct 2005 – Thus.

Today is the unlucky day of mine. Early morning, the sky was dark and rain was pouring. It supposed to be a good day to sleep, well too bad, I gotta wake up on time to not to be late for the meeting.

On the normal way to office, the road was wet and water lumps were all over the place. “ BANG !!!!” oh my god, I just ran over a big lump ! Shit,  I have a bad feelings from that moment on. By the time I almost reached office, I felt the steering was vibrating and I felt something wrong with it…… in a quick, I rushed to the office parking,, parked my car to figure out what the hack was it. Then I saw the half flattened tire at the front passenger seat! D*mn it!!

The only actions I could do is to look for rescue from the colleagues. And where are all the GENTLEMEN ? All not back yet! ~sigh~ Well, just gotta wait for rescue…..

The unlucky day wasn’t for me alone. Today, PM’s wife passed away, one of my colleague’s dad was admitted to hospital…… Perhaps, there are unlucky matters that happen everyday well, we just don’t realize it… perhaps there are more unlucky matters going to come…….. who knows heh?

Oh, gotta give special credits to all the helpful colleagues and friends for the caring  and also… the unhelpful ones….Thanks ya!

I want to go … … …

Sunday, October 16th, 2005

My phone rangs yesterday, it was a call by a gila friend I met in Perhentian Challenge , ( you know who u are… kekeke…) asking me to go for backpack - "there are free tickets to Bali , wanna join….?" she asked. And back to few weeks ago, the same gila person sms-ed me for another trip - to Vietnam, Cambodia and Thailand … … … ~sigh~ I wish, I hope , I want badly to go, again my passport and backpacks are all ready, just waiting for the financial support !!! Hey friends, don’t seduce me with trips anymore… please… … …

Just let the wind blows

Sunday, October 16th, 2005

Everytime logging on the messengers or hanging out with friends, for sure I will got news about " who who who is on a new job … … and who who who resigned… …. who who who ended the contract … …who who who is planning to go for other industry… bla bla bla… "  At the beginning I replied with " huh? really? why? "  from the current replied " ohh i see" . I m not surprise for the high turn over rate anymore.

Perhaps I am gonna be the who who who after these 2 months. Where should I go? What am I goin to do? Don’t ask me, I can’t give a precise answer. As what Hammie said " Just let the wind blows you…."  Well, I will just let the wind blows me when the time come….

Ambition is no longer appears in my mind, em, seriously I’ve forgotten whats my ambition… … after all, working life the main concern is about money, right?

C’est la vie, non? Well, thats life right?